Pain in Progression
And i move from one to another,
And reality makes me shudder,
Experience lies in all the pain.
And i come back to where i once was,
And i realize what can never be,
At least not in the way that i saw it.
My focus is clearer now,
My understanding of what is slowly building,
But my heart still sleeps slowly bleeding.
The fire is building again,
The rage becoming my friend,
The things i crave seemingly so far out of reach.
I want to show it all,
Without it being me,
I want to destroy everything and remake it.
I want to feel the fall,
That comes with every step,
But I’m not sure that what can be will be.
As for now i sit and wait and watch,
And look for opportunity,
I’ll do what i can to move the hands,
But time tends to be the one moving me…